I HATE MYSELF FOR BEING SO WEAK. I HATE NOT BEING ABLE TO STAND UP FOR MYSELF BECAUSE OF FEAR. I WISH I COULD BLOCK THIS ALL OUT BUT I CAN’T BECAUSE I CARE TOO MUCH ABOUT MY FAMILY. I HATE IT. I HATE THAT NO ONE CAN UNDERSTAND BECAUSE IT’S COMPLICATED. I HATE HAVING TO PRETEND THAT I’M OKAY ALL THE TIME YET I DON’T WANT PEOPLE TO WORRY. AND NOW I HATE THE FACT THAT I’M PITYING MYSELF EVEN THOUGH THERE ARE LOADS OF PEOPLE WHO HAVE IT MUCH WORSE. I JUST WISH EVERYTHING COULD GO BACK TO THE WAY IT WAS. I HATE THAT I’M CRYING NOW AND I CAN’T SLEEP.

1. fiercekorra said: I was at your house when you posted this… I hope I’m not who made you upset :( why didn’t you come in and talk to me… I could have made you feel better. I didn’t know you were crying last night :(
2. onionxknight said: you’re one of the loveliest people i’ve ever had the honor to meet and you’ve always brightened all of our days, so we’re all here for you yuri!!
3. iminternational said: You are strong. You are beautiful. You can do this. You’re gonna be ok. I promise <3
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